Quarter-life crisis

Sittin at home

with nowhere else to go

i don what to do

cuz im feelin so fuckin low

Jus turned 25

a new phase of my life

should be so excited

but i feel like a blunt knife

no money no job not even a fuckin girlfriend

i keep tryin so hard but don kno when this is gonna end

Every freakin day i wake up with this creepy feeling

that days r goin by n im jus starin at the ceiling

i train so hard that my muscles get really sore

i keep gettin stronger but it all seems like a chore

din know my life cud be so fuckin bore

dancin on my lap like a mothafuckin whore..

I care abt my family n i care abt my friends

i care abt my health n i care abt the fashion trends

don care abt the message that this foolish song sends

life is full of high n lows but mine is full of bends

around every corner i gotta take a test

gotta prove to everybody that im still the best

time to take responsibility n put my fears to rest

Ppl say u've got the talent,ppl say u have the gift

but i don know how long will it take my life to get the drift

i don wanna end up on the stage like kanye and taylor swift

time for me to get a hold on my life for a serious modd uplift

U may think im ventin all my frustrations here brotha

but i have no option i even tried talkin to my motha

i know it ain't fair,i know it ain easy

but i feel gud when i write even thou that sounds so freakin cheesy..

i know i ain so cool like usher n chris breezy

but i can't keep starin at that hot chic cuz it make me look sleazy..

My time will come n i know it will

i can't keep tumblin down like jack n jill

i need to figure out what gaps i need to fill

n not the gaps that were filled by monica n bill

im not gonna worry not goin to take any pill

jus watch my back when i start climbin that hill

till then chill..