Sunday, April 24, 2011

Quarter-life crisis

Sittin at home
with nowhere else to go
i don what to do
cuz im feelin so fuckin low

Jus turned 25
a new phase of my life
should be so excited
but i feel like a blunt knife
no money no job not even a fuckin girlfriend
i keep tryin so hard but don kno when this is gonna end

Every freakin day i wake up with this creepy feeling
that days r goin by n im jus starin at the ceiling
i train so hard that my muscles get really sore
i keep gettin stronger but it all seems like a chore
din know my life cud be so fuckin bore
dancin on my lap like a mothafuckin whore..

I care abt my family n i care abt my friends
i care abt my health n i care abt the fashion trends
don care abt the message that this foolish song sends
life is full of high n lows but mine is full of bends
around every corner i gotta take a test
gotta prove to everybody that im still the best
time to take responsibility n put my fears to rest


Ppl say u've got the talent,ppl say u have the gift
but i don know how long will it take my life to get the drift
i don wanna end up on the stage like kanye and taylor swift
time for me to get a hold on my life for a serious modd uplift

U may think im ventin all my frustrations here brotha
but i have no option i even tried talkin to my motha
i know it ain't fair,i know it ain easy
but i feel gud when i write even thou that sounds so freakin cheesy..
i know i ain so cool like usher n chris breezy
but i can't keep starin at that hot chic cuz it make me look sleazy..

My time will come n i know it will
i can't keep tumblin down like jack n jill
i need to figure out what gaps i need to fill
n not the gaps that were filled by monica n bill
im not gonna worry not goin to take any pill
jus watch my back when i start climbin that hill
till then chill..

Din kno this still existed..

Was searching something online and came by the link for my old blog. The blog that has been lying neglected for almost 3 years now.The blog that i had forgotten about and din know still existed.Any ways a lot of things have changed in these 3 years. I am in Sydney,Australia now facing the first quarter life crisis of my life. Things had been going on quite well till now. It seems now things have come to a standstill and my life is badly in need of a change. The good thing though is that i do have some free time at hand now so i can add a few posts now and then. The topics are still going to be related to the daily aspects of my life like cricket, funny stuff including pics and videos. The new topic being fitness and life in Australia.

Cheers to a new beginning..